Chapter.02

Time passes slowly when you are alone , you've got nothing to do but to focus on daily routine , on studying hard and try not to be disappointing , not in your grades at least , then you make it ... you succeed and accomplish your dream in getting first place in your district , you can finally dump the old schools with it's dump student that are not in your league . you were promised to be allowed to enter middle school in an Elite school a bit far from home but all the same as good , you work hard and you forget about other dreams , you enter with head held high and take an exam that'm more difficult , you succeed again and you know that from 1000 pupil you are among the 200 that actually passed , you feel happiness that was never in your reach ... and then and in the same moment your father tell you " you can't go to that school , they required money from us and we can't afford it , apparently this year they are renovating , you'll just have to go to the public high school " ... In that moment u feel useless , abandoned , hopeless  you cry , u scream and u fight with all your might , your mind is about to explode with anger and sadness , you become hysterical and u keep laughing through your tears , lock your self in your room and cry endlessly.. Life is cruel , Life isn't beautiful , u lose the faith that was held in your heart ...