Memories can be a real life saving.. Or they can be the deepest Hell you find your self in..
They can and will be triggered by a smell or sight.. Or by reading a story with situations that you once lived..
I found me going back to a time where my reason and sensibility deceased..
I tried to free my soul from this damn body of mine.. In the worst possible way..
But something held me back..
Maybe I was given a second chance.
I keep thinking of that over and over..
Dose that mean that I've reached my breaking point (for the third time)???! :|
Am anxious, stressed And utterly utterly hopless.. That some one Might come along and give me a new hope..
I keep thinking of dark future that awaits me..
And I keep looking back into glimpses of a past that was spent in sadness, utter madness and laughs...
That's The power of Memories..
The overshadowed future is cut up like the illuminating light
Wish for an infinite number of possibilities
Gotta open my eyes
Wake up, light up these rusty eyes on fire
Get up, it’s not a situation where you smolder everything, not ever
These prepared ideals aren’t needed for a person who doesn’t tremble
An uncompleted map is fine, take hold of tomorrow with these hands
Overtake the past with a nonsensical rhythm
There is no way to have even one regret
With the beat as it is
Relapse the overlapping present time, shining just like the future
My existence is etched into writing in blood
Keep hearing my story
Musuu no kanousei wo motome
GOTTA OPEN MY EYES!
WAKE UP! Sabitsuita me ni hi wo tomose
GET UP! Kusubutteru bai janai ga zettai
Youi sareta risou nante iranai Yuragu koto nai hitto
Mikansei ga jinsei iikara Asu wo tsukame kono te de
Detarame na rizumu de Kurikaeteku kako ni
Koukai hitotsu arienai darou
Ari no mama no biito de
Furikaeshite gensai wo Kasaneta mirai kagaiyaku you ni
Kizamikonda sonzai wo kesshou to shite
KEEP HEARING MY STORY
This year passed by just like anyother year....When you are in hell... its eternal.. There is no escaping... no hiding...
Friendships broken and made... Carving scars into your soul... you can't guess what went wrong?! .. When did it start to fall... Promises made.... smiles wavers into a frown... they fall leaving you behinde to wonder... what really went wrong... why couldnt you cach the star and hold it dear... hold it in your heart for life... regret never been my thing...
Rain come on... Just one more time... wash my wails away... Mute this burn in my heart.... close the old scars...
For me to come back from hell.. it would take a miracle... and am waiting... always waiting for My Miracle....