2014-09-28

2014-04-29

Chapter.6 Memories

Memories can be a real life saving.. Or they can be the deepest Hell you find your self in..
They can and will be triggered by a smell or sight.. Or by reading a story with situations that you once lived..
I found me going back to a time where my reason and sensibility deceased..
I tried to free my soul from this damn body of mine.. In the worst possible way..
But something held me back..
Maybe I was given a second chance.
I keep thinking of that over and over..
Dose that mean that I've reached my breaking point (for the third time)???!  :|
Am anxious,  stressed And utterly utterly hopless.. That some one Might come along and give me a new hope..
I keep thinking of dark future that awaits me..
And I keep looking back into glimpses of a past that was spent in sadness,  utter madness and laughs...
That's The power of  Memories..

2014-02-23

FANTASTIC TUNE

ENGLISH :
The overshadowed future is cut up like the illuminating light
Wish for an infinite number of possibilities
Gotta open my eyes


Wake up, light up these rusty eyes on fire
Get up, it’s not a situation where you smolder everything, not ever

These prepared ideals aren’t needed for a person who doesn’t tremble
An uncompleted map is fine, take hold of tomorrow with these hands


Overtake the past with a nonsensical rhythm
There is no way to have even one regret


With the beat as it is
Relapse the overlapping present time, shining just like the future


My existence is etched into writing in blood
Keep hearing my story




ROMAJI:

Kasunda mirai wo kirisaku you ni terasu hikari
Musuu no kanousei wo motome
GOTTA OPEN MY EYES!

WAKE UP! Sabitsuita me ni hi wo tomose
GET UP! Kusubutteru bai janai ga zettai

Youi sareta risou nante iranai Yuragu koto nai hitto
Mikansei ga jinsei iikara Asu wo tsukame kono te de

Detarame na rizumu de Kurikaeteku kako ni
Koukai hitotsu arienai darou

Ari no mama no biito de
Furikaeshite gensai wo Kasaneta mirai kagaiyaku you ni

Kizamikonda sonzai wo kesshou to shite
KEEP HEARING MY STORY


2014-02-06

رائعة

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgFwtj4NBig&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Michael Bublé - Close Your Eyes (Lyrics)









Close your eyes




Let me tell you the reasons why
Think you’re one of a kind.
Here’s to you
The one that I suppose is true
Do what you got to do
You’re one of a kind
Thank god your mine.
You’re an angel dressed in armor
You’re the fair in every fight
You’re my life and my safe harbor
Where the sun sets every night
And if my love is blind
I don’t want to see the light.
It’s your beauty that betrays you
Your smile gives you away.
Cause you’re made of strength and mercy
And my soul is yours to save
And when this much is true
When my world was dark and blue
I know the only one who rescued me was you





Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
You’re never going to have to cry
Because you’re one of a kind
Yeah here’s to you
The one that always poses true
You always do what you got to do babe
Because you’re one of a kind.





When your luck was down in me
I know I’m finally free
So I tell you gratefully
Yes you’ll be in my heart
Is yours to keep





Close your eyes
Let me tell you all the reasons why
You’re never going to have to cry
Because you’re one of a kind
Yeah here’s to you
You’re the one that always poses true
You always do what you got to do babe
Because you’re one of a kind.





You’re the reason why I’m breathing.
With a little look my way
You’re the reason that I’m feeling
It’s finally safe to stay!




             

2014-02-03

Chapter.05 Am back

This year passed by just like anyother year....When you are in hell...  its eternal.. There is no escaping...  no hiding...  

Friendships broken and made... Carving scars into your soul...   you can't guess what went wrong?!  .. When did it start to fall... Promises made....  smiles wavers into a frown...  they fall leaving you behinde to wonder...  what really went wrong...  why couldnt you cach the star and hold it dear...  hold it in your heart for life...  regret never been my thing...
Rain come on... Just one more time...  wash my wails away... Mute this burn in my heart....  close the old scars...
For me to come back from hell..  it would take a miracle...  and am waiting...  always waiting for My Miracle....